A very tired update.

I'm up and down. Up and down. Mostly down. And "up" isn't very high. When you're in the basement, the first floor is "up."
I have no energy. I feel weak. My insides don't feel as if they can support my outside. I can't sleep. When I do get a little sleep, I slip into delirium.
I planted some squash and watermelon seeds today. And 4 Roma tomato plants. I made myself do it. It was all I could do.
I'm taking a sleep aid tonight. I have to have some rest.