Bad day.

Today was rough. I forced myself to make it through the day without quitting my job. That would be a very stupid move in this economy. I have to keep telling myself that.
Things are coming to a head, though. I don't think I can survive much longer in my current work environment. After I got sick, everything changed. It felt like the rug was pulled out from under me. All of my years of hard work seem to mean nothing - all of a sudden. I don't understand how this happened. It feels like I'm being punished for being sick.
Normally I would fight, but I'm half the man I used to be. I don't have it in me. And, I don't understand why I should have to fight for my job.
What?! What?! What did I do to deserve this?!