I Tripped and Fell

I tripped and fell and never recovered.
Never expected to be "smothered, yet unloved."
What's the use?
Tossed with the refuse.
Jumbled, tumbling, impotent omens
and gratuitous premonitions.
Oh, and what's this?
Slanderous kudos? Pour moi?
Leave me alone.
I'm weaving my spell (some say, "garnishing my torment for dramatic purposes").
Reasoning, oversimplified.
Forcing back the burning tide.
Still,
I am I.
I.
Individual.