June Words

I wanted to express how I feel tonight.
How I walked down the street.
How I moved my feet.
How I studied stray cars and wished upon the first star, worried about loose dogs and knew Summer was here.
How I thought about me/you/her/them/life - without getting bogged down.
How my thoughts jelled, without distinct phrases.
How I'm feeling old.
How youth was just yesterday.
How I sometimes want to die, but mostly I want to live forever.
And how I wished I lived with good people -
because I'm very lonely, lately...