Jimmi Blue Christmas.

I'm all alone. I don't have a job. My future is uncertain. I can't afford presents this year.
I remember the first Christmas after my divorce, in the late 80s. It was the first time I had ever spent Christmas alone. My friend Big Mac had given me Roy Orbison's "A Black and White Night" on CD. I opened it up on Christmas morning, put it on, sat on my living room floor and cried.
God, let me make it through the holidays.